So the more I talk to people the more I realize that what my FWB and I have is somewhat rare. We're friends, good friends. I care for him, and I realize now that lots of FWBs don't get close. I feel we're close, but that doesn't necessarily mean he feels that way. I can never read him.

I actually really like having him in my life and it would really suck to lose that friendship. I think, honestly, losing what we have would suck just as bad as what hubby and are on the road to losing.

~sigh~

It's for this reason that I didn't let people close to me. That closeness is also what I crave more than anything.

How can one open their heart without having it broken?