So here I sit at work, with no desire to be here. I'm sore, tired, and sore and tired. I'd much prefer to be at home snuggled in my bed sleeping away.

My bf finally talked to me for a minute last night. After a couple days of not hearing from him he finds out how I am then goes to take a shower and doesn't return. I like to think he would miss me if I were to go but the truth is he loves his wife. OH THE NERVE!!

I know his caring is, on my part, fantasy. I want to feel loved so I fantasize he does when we are together. That fulfills an emotional need for me. Still, I wish for it often. Why can't hubby just do it so I don't need another? Sigh.

Oh well. I should get busy.

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