Friday, January 18, 2013
Relationships
It's funny how relationships can either be there or..... not. After all the help I've given both a friend and family both decided the relationship wasn't worth keeping. My friend from work was offended by something I said and took passive-aggressive measures to tell me. When I approached her about it she did say I offended her and I appologised. Instead of accepting or refusing my apology, though, she spouted a bunch of rude and hurtful things.It was ... well, hurtful. I ended up very upset, crying at work. I made it through the day and went home.
It wasn't any better at home. Long story short I found out my mom had been deceitful about some issues. She felt she was a burden on us and blamed me for that feeling despite the many times I had told her otherwise. After a rather lengthy argument James unplugged her and she took it as an eviction notice. I didn't want that but what was done was done. We even replugged her. She left the next morning. It hurt. But after talking to my youngest sister I came to accept that blame is just how mom is. She blames everyone else for her problems and she always will.
I'm better, but sad. I wanted a mom. Oh well.
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